We'll See",)

“The heart is the place where we live our passions. It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient. There is no point in trying to deceive the heart. It depends upon our honesty for its survival. “

Why only now, after your shortcomings and mistakes do come?

Why only now, when someone is already hurt because of the things you've done

Why only now, when all of a sudden things happen and changed the way you didn't expect it to happen.

Well, I guess, it happens for a reason…

We might not be sure of it at this point of time, others might not also agree with what reason we have on mind, but I guess what’s important , is “what we are today”

I've realized that maybe you've come out of the blues because someone up there thought that I’m well prepared for changes to happen, changes? Like? – Well, changes that would help me to become a better person, changes that would make me more aware of my surroundings and especially of myself .

But who am I talking here anyway?:) –let’s keep it more direct this time…

First things first, you were in white, striking a glare at me, I was in purple dress waiting for our turn to be accommodated, I knew from that moment that you've caught my attention and it all started from there.

There comes you sitting in front of me, I was in pink and everybody seemed to looked at me J, maybe because I’m new but you’re look was still the one who stands out the most, with your friend by your side and what you just kept on doing is to keep on staring at me(feeler?:))

Then comes an activity, I was in pink with my sister, you were in white and strike a smile with your greeting. No matter what you have on mind at that time, still, you’re the one whom I’m attracted with; you don’t seemed to tall, but maybe because there’s an aura on you that I find different apart from anybody else.

From that time on, I just kept on wondering who you really are? I mean, I felt like you were so known everywhere but still, I haven’t met you hand by hand. Every week, I just kept on wishing that I could be able to see you, it may seemed too far – but that would surely enlightens my night.

There comes different hearsay and gossips telling what your love story is… initial reaction? I was hurt, I felt like I was torn into pieces?! (haha.. funny) here comes the fact that your taken and I am not, I do not expect things to happen but STILL, although…

I've realized that you’re committed with another person and I feel like its one true love J I have nothing against it, but why is that certain circumstances really happens?

like?

One time, an important meeting to be conducted, I've attended and so do you, we even got the chance to took our lunches together, you were teased by some of them and I was there J got to show no reactions at all to signify that it was nothing on my part but I was also thinking and realizing the fact that : “why am I supposed to get hurt from the first place anyway?”

And then, there comes more time of seeing you, I tend to stare at you and once you glance at me, I easily turned my attention to others J. I actually don’t care about it anyway; but at the back of my head it always says

 “oh! here he comes again, can’t help but to get affected, did he just looked at me? Well, maybe not—don’t assume”

After four months of this kind of setting, one day it just eventually changed, this so-called “stolen glance” of you and me turned out to become a different kind of friendship. Conflicts do really happen, a lot of explanation rise between and among parties and a lot of adjustments, patience and understanding do make place.

Various promises were made, everything seemed to be very different, you've changed according to you, and I’m also sure that I've changed as well. It is true that we cannot please all people to make them believed on your stand, (that you were right), but still, anyways our understandings and my trust is just what matters to you most, according to you J

Your point of views and beliefs were really different  apart from anybody else, you showed me a another perspective of life, you add colors into it, and look at me now? Still coloring my life with you… As time goes by, we still kept on carving our history and making a strong foundation for both of us…

Obstacles may come, and more conflicts and arguments.

Things and circumstances may not always bear with us, but what I think is important Is our maturity to fight within the odds.

I’m so sure that he who is above would not let this things things to happen like what I said earlier, if there’s no reason at all.

Well, you kept on making promises, and although we know the fact that it is made to be broken , still, at the end of the day, I just always quote and say

                                                                     “WE’LL SEE”,)”